Singularity

Being Single

2012-01-01T00:23:00.000-08:00

Its 2012. This will be my first post of the year. Kinda expecting a disappointing year ahead when the first post on the blog is an emotional one.

I have up to 1 month o prepare before my Mock exam, which is of utmost importance for my course. (We don't have any test, just a mock exam and then finally the Finals) Having been tensed these past few days, I nevertheless celebrated one of my best Christmas and New year ever. Well maybe not that fantastic of a new year, but still, a fairly happy one.

Having known already that I have tons of assignments awaiting for me, and , much catching up to the syllabus to do, I slacked during this 2 weeks break, bad move, now I'm tensed shit.

Then I start to think, there are nobody that I can tell how depressed I am. Though today is the first day of 2012, I am already this sad. I always wonder to myself, why am I so unfortunate. Many things that I don't have, and all I ever wished for were simply small maters, yet it can never be fulfilled. Something that my peers all have, I will never have. And altogether, all these things are bottled up in me, having no one to share with.

True, you might say friends do share your pain and joy, but only to a certain extent. We each have our individual's life to live. I can't expect my friends to be perfect. No one is. But having to bottle up all these feelings are having its toll on me. Life just doesn't seemed as colourful as it should be. Worst of all, without a girlfriend, I have no one to cry to when things gets too harsh.

So, all I can do is to tell myself, that, be strong, life has ups and downs. I can't be taking advantage of life when everything's is favourable and say life sucks when a mere challenge stood infront of me. I always thought to myself, the way I look now is disgraceful to my friends who worked hard to achieve what they have achieved today. WHy they can do it, but not me? But if I were to have a gf, life would change a whole lot for me.Haiz...

Of Sunflowers and Roses

2011-12-19T09:47:00.000-08:00

The beauty of rose mesmerizes men,
The vividness of the petals glimmers in the eye,
The longer you stare the more it tears,
Through your heart of love with it's thorns of dread;
Never did Adam knows,
That roses pierces his flesh,
And make him bleed,
As I had known how cold you can be,
If ever the sunflower is to enshrined aside the rose,
Will the latter out-glare her companion?
Centuries passed; I now look upon,
You stand out the most,
Amongst the roses that twined and thorned below thou feet,
A shine that heaven itself could not compete,
And I regret for ever that I did not choose thee.

Finally

2011-12-01T06:38:00.000-08:00

Finally my registration with University of London is confirmed. Phew, for a second I thought my 804pounds went missing. Lets hope my study materials will not be late this time. Studying for an international programme is so troublesome sometimes. And we only have 9 months to finish a course that's suppose to be 1 year. Zzz... But nevermind. I tell myself nothing is impossible.

Though I repeat this statement to myself each time I thought of you, it tells me that sometimes something ARE impossible. Maybe its time for me to let go of you for good. I'm sorry if I've been a drag to your life. And sorry for not even contributing a single bit to your happiness, on the contrary I might have caused you some perils.

I should try to have some vacation off, travel the world. I should explore, and see for myself how big this world actually is. I need to gain experience, meet new people, have new goals. Time for a life overhaul. For once I will take out my dusty guitar ad leanr a few notes . Haha.

But, everytime I saw a guy gets a hell of a good girlfriend but doesn't appreciate her, it hurts. I'm jealous. To me, every girl's teardrop is a waterfall. But, mayb I'm just beeing too demanding xD

Baby Sitter's Daughter's daughter's 1 Year Old birthday

2011-11-20T08:00:00.000-08:00

WHew just came back from my baby sitter's grandaughter's one year old birthday hehe...cool huh =)

Which of you still keep in touch with your baby sitter? ;) haha see I'm such a good kid to take care off. According to my babysitter I seldom cry, and just sit at the springing-hanged-bed-like-thingi until my mum come and fetch me. Aww I bet I am freaking adorable!!! Hahhaa

Its kinda nostalgic that seeing her daughter at that time was only in secondary and used to play with me, now she's married and got children, while I am already in law school, life does goes on fast yeah...IN fact I'm already 19!!! WTF I havent even went to a club before!!!! I might end up exceeding the age limit for clubbing in the near future, who knows, they set these regulations to prevent old farts from barging in...lol..

I wonder what's my kindergarten friends are doing? I cant even remember their names anymore ... but I remember I was kinda popular in my kindergarten man...I'm way cooler than now, that time i dun have coconut hair like children nowadays, and most of all IMMA THIN!!! muahahahhahahahahha eat that you fat people that hope i was forever had been in the same league as you xD

Owh yeah Since i'm seriously ill i should get to bed. Thanks to continous class on friday morning and badminton and movie and dinner on friday...now i have to skip class on monday ...haiz

Nights people :)

Too little too late

2011-11-12T10:23:00.000-08:00

Heh so i have been put in the dark about your love life huh... well..stupid me would thought everything is foreseeable, now it seemed not then. Never would have wondered that through the way you treated me these couple of days, or more precisely the words you used against me, you would already had a new bf. Haha if you're reading this its ok I am in no position to be mad or feel anything stupid haha. Congratulations!!! I hope you will be happy with him forever and after, and I hope I could stay away from you more often, because each time i got close to you i start to lose myself. I think I would have been a nuisance to you too sometimes right? xD

I dont think i desere you anywya. Although I tell the whole world I love you, have I really showed it to YOU yourself? no? yeah figured so... maybe I don't love you from the beginning? well wadever it is I still had this tiny weeny feeling for u... but your hand could never be mine to hold. Honestly, i really missed you. But anyway, whats the point of blabering here?

Each time i tell myself that i know without determination and honesty, I cannot succeed, but each time i repeat the same mistake, making myself a fool. I feel like slapping myself, it would be better if you could slap me too xD

Anyway u gotten prettier...in fact veryone gotten prettier lol...carmun,....lai theng....haha...awesome friends that I will never forget. Never seen jes for a while though...hope you are well...i will always be by ur side whenever u need me...

Law is tough as ever.. Just couldn' stay awake in class anymore like the a level times, barely had enough knowledge in my head to do a single assigment. Seriously if you know anyone that wanted to read law, ask them to reconsider carefully and BE PREPARED!! Its just too intimidating ... that law...

Stpm is drawing near too...ALL THE BEST EVERYONE!!! 4 flat yea!! xD

ANd since its already saturday, its time to look forward to next friday's morning badminton session...and maybe even dinner...hehe...i hope jing can come too...exam over dy i guess? probably you'll be busy anyway lol

And last, my stupid indian neighbour abducted all the puppies into a PLASTIC BAG and threw it into a dustbin somewhere...blardy bastards...just because they wana stay in the back lane and chiong with the dogs.... when i become rich one day i swear I will catch these people...and i will open alot alot of charity homes for animals, i wont put them to sleep...might just as well take care of all of them...they are lives too....we have no difference!

STOP ANIMAL CRUELTY!!!

and to chan, stay calm, and you'll see the road ahead of you crystal clear =)

Nights everyone.

Nights YOU.

Take care people.

I love you <3

Time Lapse

2011-07-11T06:14:00.000-07:00

Asshole Google force people to make an account to use blogger, another stupid password to remember. Firstly I would like to appologise to those people who have been following my posts, people such as chan, chan, and chan, as I've mentioned earlier the stupid google account thingi prevented me from updating my blog lazily. Ok maybe only one fella is reading my posts, but anyway, I will write as in the format to the general public. Lets pretend I have loads of fans k?!?

So, how's everybody? I sure hope you all are in good health and wealth, and of course still remember me. Heh i'm fond of feeling remembered xD

Well, an update to my life, I've done my A-level AS and A2 exams, just need to laze through the period between now and collecting the results. No doubt my results will be bad, let alone passing all 3 subjects. As usual, I didn't study xP Thus, the chances of me making it to be a bigshot lawyer in the future is very slim, though I had to admit I'm very good at bullshitting , so, there's a chance.

So....wad else do you wanna know? Haha, love is not available for now. Or even forever. I admit here that I've for the numerous times voiced out my feelings to her. But of course she will not likely to ever be with me. Chan said it, very unlikely. Haha, who cares, I love her and thats it.

Its not only she is pretty, but she posess a very innocent childlike nature within her, easily influenced, but not naive either. Its cute to look at her, the way she usually craves for a certain type of desserts, and her madness for shopping spree. She has a good taste in buying stuff too, especially music, JAY CHOU!!!

Naw, of course its not just that. She is the girl I can ever dreamed off. Beautiful, kind hearted, cheerful, sporting and out-going, and makes me smile whenever she just looks at me. There's one thing I am particularly fond of her, she had been using this particularly lip balm, strawberry flavour, draws my attention. It smells blissful, fresh and relaxing.

Lol! now you all will be calling me a stalker! I'm not ok!!! Well, maybe to a certain extent, but I have my principles in stalking. I never abruptly shows up at people's place ok! and I don't force people to accept my presence. Its because a person once told me that, it does not matter she accept you or not. As long as you love her, it is justified, as your feelings to her does not include an expectation of her returning the feelings. Hence, I wish to say here that, my wish is to always keep her happy. But i have to admit i do not often meet her, but I always pray for her happiness, and her smile brings a certain amount of warmth to the people around her. I will always look out for you, if you are reading this, so as to make sure I can be by your side whenever you are unhappy, down, or felt you needed a company. I may not be much, but I often make people laugh, I hope i can at least do that for you, and I don't hope you to do anythign in return, just smile =)

OK it seemed that this post is all pertaining her, but people, I will be updating again soon. Ciouz for now xD

Protect

2011-02-15T06:30:00.000-08:00

After watching another episode of Kekkeishi, something hit me hard. I felt like I just awoke from a long dozy dream. Just like any other Japanese Anime or Mangas, they really get a guy's testosterone going. Its same with almost every series. If by now you didn't catch the juice of the theme, then you are not very observant all the while are you?

In every series, the main character is always started small and powerless. The community around them is harsh, does not matter in any way, and they need to stay strong to survive.

Same goes in life. I have many important things in my life. Up till now, I did not realize they exist. Well, maybe sometimes I realised they exist, put a little effort in preserving their entire existence. Never gave enough of it though. Most of them, are, frankly speaking, harvested in my younger days. Now I know I'm not that old to talk about younger days, but, it made point. I've been lazy and worthless in the recent years. I've never put my complete effort into anything. Not creating anything worth protecting. What I don't realise was, I already had precious things that I was suppose to be protecting from.

My education, kinda represents my strength. You know why? Because in this community power is everything. The rich, the fame, the controls, the influence all derives from power. And, it is also this power that protects anything that's important to any person. That is why successful people are always powerful and they are, well, most of the time contended. In my life, I realised that, power comes to me in the form of knowledge, in other words my academics. It is with these knowledge then do people recognize us. Most people around us talks about friendship, loyalty, relationships, all sound absurd to me now. It is the power to protect what they desire that drives them to say these words.

Whats important to me is my friends, my love life. My fame, my fortune, it is these that I desire the most. I never did much to protect my friends, they usually protect me in return. I only relied on them when I am in trouble. Never lend a helping hand to them when they're in need. I never really pursue my loved one. I never had the guts to tell her I love her, show her I love her, and prove to her that I love her. All I ever did was talk! Like now. And my career, needless to mention, I am in a terrible condition now.

I need to become stronger I told myself. So, study is important after all. And I hope that I am not lying to myself this time. There's little that one can achieve with limited knowledge. You can't even protect the ones that you loved. I despise myself for that. And now that its too late to go back, I can only work hard to stop everything I had leaving me.

It is the power to protects, that forces people to change, and, surpass themselves and do the impossible. Thats what makes thing possible.

I Bore It

2011-02-12T21:32:00.000-08:00

The house seemed unbearably dull. There is no escape from loneliness. Wife, child, brothers, parents, friends... We come together only to go apart again. It is one of continuous movement. They move away from us as we move away from them. The law of life can't be avoided. The law comes into operation the moment we detach ourselves from our mother's womb. All struggle and misery in life is due to our attempt to arrest this law or get away from it or in allowing ourselves to be hurt by it. The fact must be recognized. A profound unmitigated loneliness is the only truth of life. All else is false. They scatter apart like the droplets of water-spray. The law of life, no sense in battling against it.

In a blink of an eye

2011-02-08T01:09:00.000-08:00

Yep, as the title said, in a blink of an eye, my 18-een had gone by, without me even realising it. I didn't even had the fun it as it had supposed to had promised! Didn't get drunk, didn't get wasted, still a virgin, and still single FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! Damn this is pathetic, what would I tell my children in the future about how grand my teen-age was! (That is if I had children!!) Man seriously if I stop and think about it, I'd never done any beneficial stuff the whole 2010 thingi. Look at me, I'm only graduating my pre u in june! My friends are starting their course in JUNE. I so hope that 2012 is true and everybody dies together with me. No point u all going so fast for ur education! HAHA IN UR BLARDY FACE!

Fuck man I really need to work harder in everything i do in life! My diet plan doesn't last for even one month more, bought a guitar but ended up leaving it at a side, worst of all i failed to confess my love still. (But guarantee confess dy the girl sure freaked out and masuk ICU wan).

Even my friends are leaving me one by one. Not to mention the already lost sally and carmun the other sunway ppl, but also the sentosa ppl.. it looked more like they are in sentosa singapore rather than sentosa kuchiao lama because we RARELY meet!.

Yeah well who ask me to stay in serdang, some god forsaken place! Bloody food here ain't really as good as it used to be before i shifted here. Nothing taste the same as high school life. Nowonder they call it honeymoon year.. xD

And who knows I'll end up as a ART student instead of a science sream student! Wierd, never imagined i would be in this stream, not to mention how pro am i in physics last time. HMPH!

Ahhhhh fuck lar if cannot fix my life by twenty then better 2012 lar! PRAY FOR IT TO HAPEN..

And I hope you like the gift ~

The music player is to be listened to.

2011-01-11T07:35:00.000-08:00

Please listen to my playlist next to this post. I think that the new Secondhand Serenade "You & I" is awesome. Felt like high school, puppy love, misbehaviours, and carefree. All the feelings which have now gone.

The next song should be by Richie Ren, to all my dearest pals =) Listen to it.

Cheers,

And a happy new year to all of you. Lets hope that 2011 is a better year for everyone, and also the worst year in years to come.

I wished you were there that night to watch the fireworks by my side,

and let me hug and lean my head on you as we sat under the brightly lit sky

2010-12-30T18:38:00.001-08:00

Holy God I can't believe I am staying at home alone for new year! Why are there no activities?!?!?!

There's one you in a million others

2010-12-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

Everytime I fell in love, its a painful memory. Every feeling ends with an abrupt turn. Everything turns grey, and then white and pure, as if I stood alone in a winter lake.

I've never truly been in a relationship. I've never received anyone's love, nor yours. Its already a pain when all you can do is give and not take.

The first time I set my eye on you, I knew this is the girl that I can never let her out of my grasp.

We made friendship. I still could remember how I had those gloomy days and how I look forward to see you the next morning. You'll be there, when I needed you there. And I'll be here, when you needed me to listen here.

But I realised something was missing. You are slowly slipping away from my grasp. I am started to loosing my strength in reading your heart. I never was able anymore to make you smile. Nor relieve your cry. We part, sooner than I thought.

I thought, I did not satisfy you. I did not care how you felt. How I wasn't suited to you, like chocolate without sugar, its just bitter for you.

Nevertheless, you melt away. I really blamed myself. I cried to sleep every night thinking of you, begging for your hugs and kisses. I was unable to stop this gap from widening. And education was at stake.

I think I let go. But I'm not sure what happened. You are just not there when the sun rises, to shine all on the earth crust, you were behind another's shadow. I was never ever again to provide you the shelter from rain and shine, sadness and loneliness.

But I'm trying, I think I am not trying not hard enough. Thus far I've not been closing the gap between us. Its miles apart, but I still see you at the other edge of the cliff.

All I need is an opportunity. I will change, as hard as I can, to suit you, so that the gaps between your fingers fit mine, so that one day you would be mine. And I shall be yours.

It is in the process of the gap widening, you went through ups and downs in your life. I couldn't see clearly whether you did turn behind, but I am always, ALWAYS, looking you from this side.

How I'd wish it was me whom you text, and wishes, all the beautiful words you created. How I wish to get to put my arms around your beautiful clothes, hold you close to me, firm and secure.

Through these ups and downs, I think you will have experiences that even a tsunami wouldn't be able to withstand your stances. It is through these experiences, it made you into a more mature, better women, for any men like me to have.

I just want to let you know this, in every relationship, you will meet the wrong person. Its easy to be the champion of breaking up. However there will be one that you will find matches you in the end.

In hundreds of millions of people, there's only one that can attracts you. So its fine if that person is not me, but I hope you can shed a few tears, when I failed to grasp the gap between us each time I tries. Because I really wanted you.

Just one more chance. One opportunity I requested from you. Please.

Thank you for staying in my sight.

2010-11-19T06:40:00.000-08:00

This blogger really sucks.

Never update for so long.

Hard Work

2010-10-09T07:20:00.000-07:00

From the joyous life of High School, I've moved on to the life of a College student. As I've said, things changed. You get into a place you don't know of, and just try your very best to absorb what's been taught in a way you've never experience before. It is what we call the transition period, when you move from one aspect of life into another. I almost failed in this part of my life, even the companions I count on very much, kinda let me down. Fortunately, I have my family to support me. My parents play a vital role in my life now.Without them I would've never made it through. I think I made a small mistake in choosing 'friends' as my utmost important influence in my life. I know this sounds kinda selfish, since there's so many 'wannabees' out there, but lets talk only the honest words in my blog please, all of you say that friends are the most important but actually you appreciate your parents more.

I don't blame you'll. We'll did that because we were naive. Now that I know what's the meaning of maturity, I think I am advancing towards it. That's because when I were young, I see life as a very simple process. Not that I am aware of I was always beneath the shades of my parent's fruit. You will screw around with your responsibility and failing in studies feel like nothing much.
But now I've realised, working hard does not men you will reach your dream. Its a long long road to go. The book is just in its beginning. When you've experience this much, life's different. YOu'ld wish you could have done something before. In fact alot of my friends did. I just chose a path I felt free-ier and happier before. Obviously I took the road not taken. And I really regret it. Its the one decision you make that changed the world for you. For those of you, yes I know this is you I'm talking about, good job. You paved the road you're already going to take.

If you followed my path, don't worry. At first everything feels like its the end when you've come to a dead end. No one is there to bring you across the river. No more bridge like last time. This time you swim across. The current is strong. Society is going to do all it can to stop you reaching the banks opposite. Just take it slow, as you've so far to go. In the end you're gonna reach the other side. Working hard may not be of help, but it brings you one step closer to your dream. And then you can fly with your wings.

Sometimes I envy of those whom are more successful in securing their career than me. But even I work hard, I can't be them. Not only the fact that I didn't work hard enough, but also sometimes you just can't do it. And you can't always turn ur face away and shed your tears. As Jay Chou sang,

"因为超人不能流眼泪"

Ok I've gotta finish my homework now. Will continue the post some other day. Good bye readers.

LMAO

2010-10-06T06:49:00.001-07:00

Little April was not the best student in Sunday school.
Usually she slept through the class.

One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, April, who created the universe?"

When April didn't stir, little Johnny, a boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. "GOD ALMIGHTY!" shouted April and the teacher said, "Very good" and April fell back asleep.

A while later the teacher asked April, "Who is our Lord and Saviour," But, April didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. 'JESUS CHRIST!" shouted April and the teacher said, "very good," and April fell back to sleep.

Then the teacher asked April a third question. "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time April jumped up and shouted, "IF YOU STICK THAT F*****G THING IN ME ONE MORE TIME, I'LL BREAK IT IN HALF AND STICK IT UP YOUR ARSE!"

The Teacher fainted.

Forever in my heart

2010-09-14T04:34:00.000-07:00

In Loving Memory of

Lady
1998-2010
Thank you for guarding our family for thus long.
Really hope you would go to a better place afterwards.
Appreciate and cherish the joy you gave us.
Lady, you'll always be in my heart.

"A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes.

Status symbol means nothing to him.

A waterlogged stick will do just fine.

A dog judges others not by their color or creed or class but by who they are inside.

A dog doesn't care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull.

Give him your heart and he will give you his.

It was really quite simple, and yet we humans,

so much wiser and more sophisticated,

have always had trouble figuring

out what really counts and what does not.

As I wrote that farewell column to Marley, I realized it was all right there in front of us, if only we opened our eyes.

Sometimes it took a dog with bad breath, worse manners, and pure intentions to help us see."

Picked from Marley & Me

Lawyer Joke

2010-08-31T05:56:00.001-07:00

10 Husbands, Still a Virgin

A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.

On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin."

"What?" said the puzzled groom.

"How can that be if you've been married ten times?"

"Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be.

Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me.

Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up.

Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver.

Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method.

Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was his job or not.

Husband #7 was in marketing: although he had a nice product, he was never sure how to position it.

Husband #8 was a psychologist: all he ever did was talk about it.

Husband #9 was a gynecologist: all he did was look at it.

Husband #10 was a stamp collector: all he ever did was... God! I miss him! But now that I've married you, I'm really excited!"

"Good," said the new husband, "but, why?"

"You're a lawyer. This time I know I'm gonna get screwed!"

Thing's changed

2010-08-14T04:19:00.000-07:00

You know when people say "We're never gonna forget you" or "Our friendship never dies" are all just bullshits. Some says "I wont do that to you" and "Not you" are bastards. Its just talks of empty words. Speaking like throwing trash on the simply floor.

People really changes, you know? Nothing is forever is so true. All the good times you're having now is just because you're going through daily lives together. Like my mum said, "After you all left secondary, all will go away" What she said was so true. People started to stick to their new group of friends. You know some of my bestest friends never even asked me out to yam cha? Only some i really appreciated did. True friends are hard to find indeed.

Yet I don't blame everyone. Humans have to move on, even I. But don't you think life is very selfish? People just think that friends are companions and partners to go through hard times, after that you did-use them.

To me, friends are very important. I never forget my friends. I think of them day and night. And wish them well always. It is a magical phenomenon that you've met up with this wierd fella and you both end up being close friends. Thinking back now, its like deja vu. Yet being a gift, you can be thrown away. How pathetic.

It is not a storybook where you have chapters and you go on to the next chapter after you finished the first. Didn't you realise its those chapters that make the story goes on and on? And sometimes when you reached the end of the book, its not the ending thats important. But its the whole process of each chapters in the book. Nevertheless not one of us reach the end yet.

I really hope others wouldn't make the same mistake I did. Appreciate your friends. Keep them with you even it costs your life. you'll see the world differently, a much more beautiful place to live in. Now i know whats the meaning of Michael Jackson's Heal the world song.

~And you even deleted your blog and ignored me in fb~

New Email

2010-08-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

People,

I have a new email address for every account.

cheeweng_183@hotmail.com

Please add me.

Appreciate it loads.

Thanks.

Its Us against the world.. But for me is alone

2010-07-16T19:05:00.000-07:00

You and me against them all
Are you willing to be with me?

Happy Birthday!

2010-06-26T08:43:00.000-07:00

Regards to my best friend gau yau

and the chocolate monster Sally

May all the happiness in the world goes to you

And all the warmth I can give to you

You will take it all

I miss you and I love you

Leisure

2010-06-03T19:31:00.000-07:00

After spending some time in university life, I realised the importance of time management. But though I am a damn smart ass at managing my time, I am having trouble like a donkey. Ok here's what happens when your university is 40 kilometre away from you house. You wake up as early as 6.00 in the morning, bathe in 5 minutes, dress up in 5 minutes, and brush ur teeth for 5 minutes. That's it, you need to go already otherwise its traffic jam-ing for u. (A type of dance, yea, traffic jamming) Anyway, you travel all the way from traffic lights to U-turns and all's in your head is that whether there will be parking spaces avaiable, waiting there patiently for you. Sometimes when you thought you got a spectacular parking space, end up at the end of the day there's a "toilet paper" on your wiper.

Well, thats only for the travelling part. As for the classes such as lectures and tutorials, you are not expected to be late even the freaking University is located in a well known fucked up place famous for nothing except traffic jam area. You are supposed to listen to that 2 hour non-beneficial lecture for the whole chapter and this time are expected to understand all the terms. Thus with the knowledge leads you to the tutorial questions where the lecture's gonna humuliate you if you failed to answer his or her question. Nevertheless you are given assignments and do it do the research youself getting info from dunno-where-place. Sometimes lecturers come out with damn stupid punishments such as repeat writing stuff to waste your time.

At this point of my life, I really have no leisure time at all. What people nowadays doesn't realise is the lack of time, not the efficiency of time managements. How could you manage your time when you only have 15minutes and you need to brush your teeth, dress up and bathe all together to do? This is not a math simultaneous equation question.

I do agree time is very important but what is life without leisure? Even my lecturers are working the whole day in the University, they still need to study and revise their knowledge at home. Sometimes even works office work at home. For what?!?! As if you're gona be another Einstein! Big deal, I think if you want to do something, its either you do it exceptionally, or don't even do it. Its a waste of time. Try do something you're good in. Leisure is so unknown to me now cause time is limited. You won't have time to play, watch the tv for an hour, spent time with the family or your interest. Its all study. Even adults are always working finding for money. In the end they end up saving all the money for retirement, then when they die, their children are inheriting the sums. Waste of effort right?

So now try to think of something you had not been doing for a long time. For example taking pictures, drawing, baking? Brings back good memories? So does it to me.

Have a great day, dear readers.

I hope you have a wonderful day after reading this post ^^

Malaysian badminton players lack cockiness

2010-05-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

Alright. So Malaysia lost the Thomas Cup. So what? Big deal. The fact that a "Made in Malaysia" products still make a "Made in China" product looked like a toy does not change. Ya but fellow Malaysian-nees, please face the fact that Malaysian suck in, well, suck is a harsh word, erm, not as good in sports. However, you cant deny that any made in china products sucks so bad that you feel like killing the whole manufacturer for the defects. I still cant make my motorolla phone to work properly.

Besides that, Malaysian people sure looked more pleasant than china chinese. Those bloody china hookers in endah parade? heh..they looked like the plate of cantonese mix noodle i ate in s.park in desa petaling which (looked like those drain wastage you see beside reataurants with the noodles).
Let me tell you why Malaysia lost to china in badm,inton, cuz we're not cocky enough. If lindan can dance, after he wins, then next time, before we play, show them the middle finger xD

However, there's one stupid Malaysian in Malaysia. That is me. You know why? I banged my friend. You wana know who? Yin torng. Mayb i just wana revenmge for being owned in pool. But i shouldn't bang her. So here I sincerely appologise.

I AM SORRY YIN TORNG
T.T

Uncle Bob

2010-05-13T07:43:00.000-07:00

I savoured Uncle Bob man

When people cry

2010-05-08T18:17:00.001-07:00

People often cries. They cry because they're sad and due to many other factors. Usually when they cry, it is the weakest times they will be in. Some people are very emotionally under control and will not reveal their pain after the crying. Thats a pro. But some are willing to share their problems with peers. Now how could you help them ? What do you do when your friend is crying right in front of your eyes?

Well, first you must understand the main principals. When he or she is willing to seek you and let you see him or her in that state that means him or her really appreciates your thoughts and solution. As a friend never push away them because they really need you as a virtual shoulder to cry on. If you wanted to calm them down more so that its easier for you to confront them, give them a hug or just pat them at the shoulder or head. Let them feel loved when they're in the state of despair. We should then try to ask NOT WHAT'S WRONG, but its how do you feel. Because if you ask whats wrong then that shows you are trying to rush the story out of them and make them feel worse. Try to be gentle on the understanding the whole story part. They will tell. After that, don't go trying to help them solve their problem. Just bring them to somewhere nice or do something fun for them. Make them feel happy for the moment. That is because the problems they faced are actually solved in withing their heart, its just that they didn't expect this problem to arises so shockingly and thus generates the emotional uproar. Then, try to make their world a better one by accompanying them as much as you can. Bring more friends along and together do something you've never done before. ( Not that la dun think so dirty la) And even after you left them alone at the end of the day, be more caring and affectionate and try to text or even call them to make them felt they are not alone in this world.

Remember, no people should cry in this world. Crying is only allowed in the times of over joyed. And never push away your friend when they're in need. As the saying goes a friend in need is a friend indeed.

Nokia

2010-05-01T09:32:00.000-07:00

Since I will be getting my salary, I planned to buy a new phone. So for me I've made my choice. Its either

this
Nokia 5800 xpress music
or this

Nokia 5530 xpress music

I hate money

2010-04-30T10:39:00.000-07:00

After few weeks of working, I thought of a ridiculous but factual theory. Money makes people's life difficult. You see, without money, you can't buy anything. Cause everybody wants money. But if money doesn't exist and people dont know the value of money, we may have never need money at all. There will be no financial crisis, economy down-turn and freaking part time jobs. Basically money is not the best solution for trading. If it is nobody would go bancrupt doing business. Lets think of what will hapen if money doesn't exist:

No financial inflasion
No economy downturn
No un-affordable Naan Garlic or Char Kue Teow
Less political conflict (Politics in Malaysia comes with the $ - Politic$)
Women don't marry men for money
Men don't marry women cause they cant afford better women
No jobs needed
No parking tickets issued by local policemen
No unclaimable insurance
No poverty
No chycos that looked too rich for any guys
And no allowance arguments with parents

But unfortunately, the world can't survive without money. The population on Earth says no money no talk. Only bits says make love not war. If you can take the effort of making money into making love, the world would be a better place to live. You will wake up every morning and feel the love instead of thinking of "Aiya going to work again =.=" Instead of cold hard cash, you buy the morning paper with a hug and breakfast with a kiss (breakfast from your boyfriend lar of coz). Pumping petrol with a smile and working for the joy gathered. Praying for the love and loving for the feeling. Practically we already started this for a while now. You wake up for a day and you sleep for a night. You gave love to her and she return with a companionship. You text for the wish and she replied with the heart warming words.

Nevertheless, money cannot be forgotten in a glimpse of and eye and be replaced with love. But as a contributor to world peace I will start smiling to my boss and respecting the elders. Just to make them happy about me =)

Though my work has little salary, but I enjoyed my time there with my peers. I hope I will make the world better for you ^^

Buh me~

2010-04-07T00:09:00.000-07:00

I am a terrible blogger

haha~

Thunder and lightning

2010-04-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

Am I being selfish towards you?

Suprise

2010-03-31T09:36:00.001-07:00

Guess what....

I am starting college life at KLIUC

and i am starting next week =)

Good Luck =)

2010-03-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

The 2 fella who went NS...

woops, forgot about chun yew xP

Vote Earth =]

2010-03-27T08:32:00.001-07:00

UTAR

2010-03-24T06:50:00.000-07:00

We went to UTAR today, (me, chan, beh, chun yew, kar chun and gary). I drove to Gary's house to fetch him!!! xD

Then go to chan's house to meet up with shea, which he claims he is outside the house before i reach but he reaches ten minutes after me and still tells me he is outside chan's hse 5 minutes ago.

Then we go utar..sorta lost our way*winks* after looking at some pretty girls passing by xD

and the facility in teh college...

sucks ><

I found the cutest Mv for 2 is better than one!!!

2010-03-18T19:29:00.000-07:00

My First 18

2010-03-18T17:21:00.000-07:00

Finally I am eighteen!! Haha, hate to admit it but I am getting effing old. I wanna be young again!!!
Gonna need those sheep placenta jabs and stuff I think. LOL. Yesterday of course was the last day I am 17. Many great memories lar, really ng seh dak. Aikz, too bad age is the only thing that goes up and NEVER comes down. But lar, it wouldn't be so fantastic if I weren't celebrating with some of my friends =). I love them all!!!!!! They make my life complete.

I just love going out with them I don't know why, even we're just standing lepaking around the shopping complex, or using up a whole 15 minutes just to think what to eat. HAHA!

I recieved a stupid song in the middle of lunch in teh restaurants. Thanks to those *bastards* ^^
And, watched Just Another Pandora Box . A nice movie, must watch.

I wonder what's coming up next on my new days of being 18..??

A random hot chick pops up of nowhere??

ehehehehe......(drooling) dream lar xD

good day to all of you =)

cheeweng-sad

2010-03-18T09:28:00.001-07:00

I Am Very Disapointed In You

Its over

2010-03-12T06:44:00.000-08:00

Come to think of it,

the last 5 years we all spent in our school has come to an end.

Though its very tiring and challenging,

leaving this era behind feels like a waste.

I think alot of us are actually not willing to let go of this beautiful moments in our lifes.

I doubt there will be any better in mine.

This 5 years may have passed too slow,

or too fast.

We didn't even realised much how much time has passed.

Did you do anything worth doing in these time not wasted?

Same thing i doubt I did.

It still feels like very weird waking up everyday not going to school and not seeing your friends.

Life's a lot more peaceful.

but then life's then is a bliss.

It still feels like yesterday where I smell the cool breeze as we sat at the assembly,

early in the morning awaiting new arrivals of fellow friends and companions.

Singing the same old song every morning still etched deep in my memory.

And going into the class to hang around with friends seemed still like the daily routine.

Although we all hated some of our teachers and seniors,

we are not going to see them often anymore.

The next time you ever lay eyes on your used to be good friend,

you will never be like before.

Nevertheless remembering those memorable part of our life's is a wonder to us.

Yesterday were most probably the last time some of us are going to meet.

Or going to talk,

going to laugh with,

going to cry with,

going to share our thoughts with,

going to play with

and going to be friends with.

Although its though, we still have to move on.

But I doubt I will ever find better times in my life other than this.

Because there's no other 'you's in this world.

You made you 'YOU'.

And nobody will ever replace you in me.

I will not put your memories in my heart nor my brain.

Because inside these places are dark and kept away from the outside

I will bring your memories along to wherever I go,

so that I could still hear the laughter,

bears the tears you shed,

shares the joy you had,

gained the confidence you gave

and treasure the memories we made.

You are a part of my life.

Without you I am not me now.

Thank you, fellow friends.

I hope to see you dearly again

and best of luck.

Just remember,

I will always be with you.

Dedicated to all of you,

fifteen-taylor swift

The 3nd.

2010-03-11T23:37:00.000-08:00

Wow, its been almost a month since i last update. So yesterday was the day of the SPM results. Before i reach school, my heart almost jumped out. Driving also kelam kabut. When i reach school I see so many people I haven't been seeing for such a long time. Especially Sally, lol. Then when i finally came up to the desk and ask for my result, the stupid teacher say I havent return one of my textbooks. SHYT! ok then finally i got it settled, i went for my result. Got the slip and my hand was shaking. AND? 4 A-, 1 A. Others B's and C's. SUCK. Was quite dissapointed. But somehow the companions I had there kinda cheered me up. LOL.

LOL

2010-03-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

i was surfing youtube when I found this xD

Discovery (Chee Weng's Life) Channel - "Life After SPM"

2010-02-26T06:26:00.001-08:00

Let me tell you how life after SPM felt like

Imagine a bird

HAs a family

goes out for hunting

he goes to a worm hole

just to find that all the worms was killed by pesticides

then he goes to the sea to search for fish

and found out the fisherman caught all the fish

then he was blown by wind and caught himself in a wave

soaking wet

flew thru the skies for hours to go to deeper sea

only to find oil spillage

fly back all the way to the beach

got whack by a volley ball

steped by a passing dog

stuck with sand

then after hours setting himself back to right

flwe back to the nest

only to find the nest is deserted

the wife is gone

eggs were cracked and stolen

nest is destroyed

and the snake ate him.

2010-02-22T07:10:00.000-08:00

CNY must have this kinda songs wan xD

It Fits!!

2010-02-20T07:36:00.000-08:00

Ok, I went to Jusco. It was sale. Ram thru the mens department and saw some cheap boxers. After choosing for a long time, I found a very fancy looking pair. Of course I bought it. Went home and check out my fancy underwear. Then I found out its very cosy (small) inside. AND, there's no zip. or button, just an empty hole. Found the label at the back and printed there (female). Owh well, I feel comfortable. =)

2010-02-18T18:33:00.001-08:00

GET A LIFE CHEEWENG GET A LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nokia comes with music oppening event

2010-02-13T18:16:00.001-08:00

1 more hour!!!!

2010-02-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

Its approximately one more hour to Chinese New Year and Valentines Day

It really brings back alot of sweet memory...

All the past years CNy had been dull and boring

However, this year the environment sound more merry

You can see my whole street of ppl coming out to play firecrackers now

Even all my friends are back at hometown

Previously we all just stuck at home

Chatting on MSN

Well, not celebrating Valentines at school seemed wierd too!

This is the first year I did not give any gifts to girls

Safe money xD

LOL, yea sorry for those who used to recieve my gifts,

or poems

Although u all usually throw those crap away the next day

haha

Anyway, if you don't recieve any text from me later

All the best
All my love
All the wealth
And all the VICTORY IN GAMBLING

YOU CAN GET!!

POIGHAI!!!

PRIME!!!!!!!!

I love you, four of you~

Velentines

2010-02-09T20:08:00.000-08:00

I can't believe how forgetfull i was. I totally forgotten that this year CNY is on Valentines day!!! ><
Now I have to prepare new year cards and valentines gifts at the same time....eesh!! =(
Well, what can i say. Its the time of the year again! Every Valentine I just used to sit around in the class looking at people sharing lovely moments. LOL. Not that I don't enjoy it, LOL! It sucks not having some one special. Though staying single and watching the "dramas" is not that bad at all. you really trully gain loads of experience looking at others. And once you are ready for it, you will accept it as an equal.

Talking about 2010, it isn't that good. Now i realised i will be stuck at home till college starts in May. LOL. Tersilap ter-enter may intake. What to do? LOL.

For the past 2 months at home, I have been so busy making preparations for CNY. I even bought a bloody 3metre fire cracker.. xD i cant wait!!! Frying all the nga ku and stuff is really tiring.

Finally, I think i am loosing touch with some of you guys. Hmm, now i truly started to miss 5sc3.

lol

Chinese New Year

2010-02-08T06:41:00.000-08:00

it's funny though I have nothing to post on chinese new year season

lol..hve been busy cleaning the house and frying darn loads of cookies and crackers..lol

hmm..

hApPy BiRtHdAy eXoTiC aNiMaL!!!

2010-02-04T08:33:00.000-08:00

Ever seen a Panda in Malaysia?

here's one

and today is her Birthday

So lets all wish this 'animal'

a very joyful birthday

and best of luck

to her goals of life.

lots of luv and hugs

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING YI

LOL more!@@@

2010-01-31T07:21:00.001-08:00

Laugh Out Loud

2010-01-31T06:57:00.000-08:00

Inspired by last night

2010-01-30T06:30:00.001-08:00

Korean Hot Chics

2010-01-27T03:59:00.000-08:00

Phew, finally I just solved the biggest problem of my entire holiday.

which is

BORINGNESS!!!

Just came back from a game of bowl and a few rounds of pool-ing.

Though i practically sux at pool-ing,
I even lost in bowling to my mortal enemy, Yin Torng!

Hey, if you are lucky enough to hang around in the shopping complex and are in the event of waiting for people, play pool cause it's damn cheap.
Rm3 per game and it could go on for hours!!! xD

well, that's one of cheeweng's saving tips for holidays

and, I know a certain person is having her birthday next month,
that' y i need to save money lar..
see..even in moments in hardship i still save for ur present..
where else u can get friends like this =P
hahaha

actually all i was thinking to buy is something i can get from the rm10 shop XP

>< style="font-weight: bold;">funny song called "Sorry Sorry"

I decided to add it into my playlist xD

Enjoy!!!

Owh yea..

PS: To the Sally fan's club members,
check out Girls Generation
a band
consist of 9 people
which all look
like sally
xD

The Day

2010-01-22T23:06:00.000-08:00

I really can't make up my mind between Law or IT. I know it's kinda late. This sucks! It's worse than getting a shirt right size for me!!! I like IT but i am afraid that after the months and years spent in a computer room i would turned up later to be some kind of freaky geek with thick-ass specs and drooling (well, geeks do drool, least some of them =]) But really writing programmes is super cool!!! Imagine i could make my own microsoft!!! I'll call it Megasoft Door if i am successful!! haha. But seriously turning up as a geek and can't make more than a penny really is a nuisance in between me and my dreams. I hate that my asshole friends in the future pick me as a computer man and all i do is fix lousy computers. Then i would have to handle all teh stupid things in my life which is pretty meaningless.

On the other hand, if I were to pick being a lawyer (well if i finish my course) then I would have been a very famous man indeed!! xD Not to be boastful but me being a lawyer would make Malaysia a very noisy place. My mouth would be non stop opening coming out with lousy facts that actually and in fact doesn't bother me. My job is basically for other's sake. I voice for people. I don't like. I would very much to voice out my OWN ideas. However, being a lawyer means good money..is it?? Thats what everyone says. I don't like to live a life hated by people. Hatred is a very bad emotion. Emotions are a bad personality for humans, but at the same time it helps us to be compasionate and loves the ones around us. Friends. So this is a very disturbing question yet.

To be honest, i felt like the damn poet(in our form 5 poem) which i hv forgetten, the road not taken, i really scared that i will be like him in the future. However, this is somethign i must face. I will lose all my friends, that i am sure. Although i know some friends last forever, usually they don't. But you all will always be my friends kay.

~And to my very special friend,
the time has come where i cannot
talk to you as we did,
i can never consult you to your
problems any more,
you must face it alone,
i know you don't need my consult anyway,
but i miss talking to you personally
too~

Journey To "P"

2010-01-19T19:51:00.000-08:00

Never tried to post my blog writing form this side.
Anyway people i have a great news to announce.
Now get ready and dun get a heart attack.
Those who have a faint heart please close ur ears.

I PASSED MY UNDANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And the score??
hehe
50/50

Haha..suprised?
Right now i am 35% to get my "P" license...XD

Owh yea..

Happy Birthday SIEW CHOON!!!!!

All the best on your future atempts in anything
and have a wonderful life with xue gie.
Best of luck in your career and take care.
~fRIENDS fOREVER~

PCK in Petaling Street??

2010-01-18T06:39:00.000-08:00

I saw PCK in petaling street today

Preparing for a shooting of a show..

Didn't take any pictures though..

Cuz he looked so busy..

Just passed by him...LOL

So close!!

I am confused about you,
are you being a true friend to me?
or are you only doing it
for religious gain...

A New Begining

2010-01-17T04:22:00.000-08:00

Hehe, just got my computer from formatting. Thanks to chonmg siang's brother. Now playing my computer its like flowing through the water, you know the feelings? Over the past few weeks, I think i had over worked myself. (or over played) LOL if that phrase even exist. Anyway, I went to Genting with parents. When i just got back from there 1 week ago. LOL. I even sneaked into the casino ( gosh the guard looked at me suspiciously) Then, i started my driving license course. KPP for 5 hours is really devastating. Going for undang test on wednesday. Wish me luck ; )

I really missed the old school guys. Seriously, a schooless life is not that interesting. Not getting to see them everyday, never get to gossip or make a hussle sessions with thamarai, or even hanging out at the library. Yes, life sucks now.

Sunset view at Genting on my way down

~missing you =]~

Pre-College Business

2010-01-06T05:04:00.000-08:00

Mum wanted me to bring her to some of the colleges today to get more understanding of college courses. ( Of course she just want to know about the PRICE ) Anyway, since Segi College is the nearest to my house, i brought her there. But first we yam cha at the Bistro then went in South City Plaza( which is where Segi College is located). Went to look for pi yao(chinese mystical creature for feng shui) in those chinaman shop. Fucking beast cost 11000!!!!!!! Eleven thousand man!!!! For ONE!!! And you are suppose to buy a PAIR!!!!!! And then the guy said it is good for business. Why? Cause the "ugly" beast has no anus, which is to say whatever (wealth) goes into its mouth, there's no coming out. (Somehow i got a feeling someone has the same characteristics as this beast...i wonder who??) Lol!

Then, we went into Segi. Obviously it is a small building. LOL!! When we went in, there sitting in the receptionist is an Indian young guy. Mum said " Chou meh sarma geling guai geh? " (Why is it all Indians??) Here comes the receptionist " Li dou tong sheong ge ling yan duo". (Here usually Indian more) LOL!!! They only offer diploma courses and the conversation with the "Indian" guy continued in cantonese.
After that, we went to MMU in cyberjaya. Trust me if you drive there then better not study there. Damn far!!! Nowonder Cyberjaya is a failure. A technology city is IN THE MIDDLE OF THE JUNGLE!!!!! Its like the DiGi advertisement that you can get coverage in a jungle. I think they got their idea from there.

Ok
So, after my one and a half month of operation "Gam Fei"
I went to a public weighing machine to get my "Awaited" result.
Put in 20 cents, stand onto the platform...
Gaze carefully on the scale as the needle sways...
Wait. For the past one and a helf month..
I had chose to eat one bowl of rice insead of 2,
Had "Brunch" instead of breakfast and lunch
And jogging every morning.
Read the scale...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

I GAINED ANOTHER 10 FUCKING KG!!!!!!!
WTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTFWTF

This is not fair!!! TT
I did my responsibility!!!
WHY!?!?!?!?!??!!

Help me my darling TT

New Year's Problem

2010-01-01T08:31:00.000-08:00

Its only the first day of 2010, and I am already challenged with tough decisions i need to make.

I don't mind making decisions but that means leaving the other choice behind.

And this is about my future!!

No matter what I can't delay anymore, coz' people are starting in January already.

Come on man, other than culinary arts, which field do you think I will excel in?

IT, Multimedia, Law or Engineers?

Or even Medicine and Dentistry??

And please recommend me which institutions which are accredited with whichever field stated above.

I know it is New Year and I shouldn't really stress about it but, I don't have a good result and not a filthy rich person.

Therefore, this decision is important.

Happy New Year everyone and may all of you enjoy the year of 2010.

I will miss all of you and i swear I will never forget any of you.

*Especially you guys.*

[Especially YOU]

If YOU have any piece of advice for me, please voice out. I would really appreciate your point of view.
I don't even know whether YOU read my blog or not but my wish for every birthday is to get some of you.

Spectacles Mania

2009-12-18T07:05:00.000-08:00

Today was as tiring as ever. Went to Times Square and Sungei Wang. Walked the whole Sg. Wang with mum and went into the Rubber Shop. LOL!! See almost everything I wanted to see...lmao! Damn alot of things i wanted to buy. LOL. If i were just alone. Haiz. Anyway, went into one of those "lo hong ka" jelwery shop,a nd saw one of the biggest diamond i had seen in my life (well if it was real) like 8carats!!! Went to TS after that, and , gosh!! All full of chycos! Damn sexy xD. Anyway, while walkign, i saw this promo of spectacles. Multicoated and UV, lens and frame for Rm40!!! Sooooooo cheap. So i made one. I add EMI lens for just rm40. Had my eye checked again and both my eyes power increased 100. == And the new specs are making it spin in my head...i hope i managed to type this post alright. the fella say, "You are a good customer, cause if ur power increases every year then u will need to come and change ur specs every year". LOL Oh yea, if you guys are buying prom dress for 100+, try go sungai wang. Cause i see the Rm25 ones are quite decent. Anyway, edu fair at MV tomorrow and the day after. Anyone interested?? =)

Desperado Holiday

2009-12-16T23:53:00.000-08:00

15 December:

Went to Mid Valley with Chan, Beh, Li En, and Jes. Yan was not feeling well and carmun had something to attend to. Jusco member sale. Crazy crowd. Went in for liek a few minutes and we can't stand the overwhelming "ah sou" anymore. Went to Metro and bought my shirt. Then Li En bought his and we went home. Ahh, ate Rasa Mas. I am even dumb to ask "Saya boleh order ini 'kids meal' kah??" LOL. You know la since i 'gam fei' and in desperado mode (desperate for money) , thats all i could afford. Failed to buy my pants and belt cuz not enough time. Went home and teh others got a lil suprise for Jes.

16 December

Oh My Gawd. Disaster. Woke up 7.30 in the morning and went to Mid Valley. Mission?? To buy my remaining pants and belt. I cant believe it. Jusco opens at 9.30, so i walked alone for half an hour. Then I went in to buy my pants. Past by every brand and ask the promoter "Whats the biggest size you have??" Finally i found what's destined to be mine. Found the belt at the same time too!! I even bought imported underwears for a reasonable price. Mum said she gonna come at noon. Seriously if you are to wait for someone at a place, go watch a movie. I went for NewMoon. The ticketing counter asshole summore say "Where got people watch NewMoon alone??" Asshole. I bet he goes in with his boyfriend. Overall the movie is much better than the book for me. Why? Cause the book is too damn bored to be read. Lmao. Another reason? Cuz i sat right next to a bunch o'chycos !!! xD All of them wearing drop shoulders (my personal fav)

17 December

Tried out my prom outfits. And believe me. I totally sux in matching clothes. I don't think people will like it. LOL. Can't wait for next Monday!!! huuray!!! xD

Dietry Plan

2009-12-13T02:33:00.000-08:00

Ok.... so for the next coming month, this is what i have been doing to boost up my "lengzhainess"

Wake up every morning for jogging
Only 2 pcs of bread for breakfast (sandwich)
Only one bowl of rice for dinner
No more tidbits

Therefore, I have lost...... 5 GRAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And certainly my lengzhainess level had increased!!!! xD

And, if you people has another party...
U wan

New year Party or
Christmas Countdown party

hehe...there will be a poll xD

Tada!!!

2009-12-08T17:05:00.000-08:00

TADAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

new layout!!!

hehe

pls comment!!

oh and btw...

links is gone...

will be back soon xD

Freedom!

2009-12-08T00:26:00.000-08:00

Finally!!!

SPM is OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

but

Friendship stays forever!!!!!

So, celebrating the new life without highschool

Time to change the skin to a new colour...

prepare for updates!!! xD

Missing all of you~
mrbrightside

One Day

2009-12-06T18:24:00.000-08:00

One day you are going to look back and wonder "Where is everybody??"
Well, i can tell you that you left them in your high school.
Well, that's the one dillema that i cant seem to get the answer...
It sucks big when you try hard to make a dozen of friends in you high school,
then in a short time you are forced to leave them.
Yes of course you can all proceed to higher education together but what a slim chance.
Its not fair the world it is now. Somebody gotta change the system!!!

Okay it sucks big time to make an "emo" blog too.....
So why am i blabbering here about?
Nah, just forget those idiots in high school! it makes life alot better....
Or just don't try too hard making friends in the future; i said to myself.

Ya to all of you, if one day we see each other and i dunnnnnnnnnnooo who are u,
just say u got the wrong person...lol!
Who knows whether you will remember me anot?
Cuz in few years time i won't look like "this" anymore...
More like Tom Cruise .Jr
Or ol' Mr Brad!

but i bet amongst us there will be successful people!
Don't be suprise if a black became prime minister of malaysia...
Such as our most supported candidate,
Yang amat Berbahagia datuk Dr. Seri Saravanan Poighai!
LOL

Whereas the girls will be rich entrepeunership people
Ms might just open a casino...
While others just have fashion line company...
or car Mun became the new secretary of United nations!
then alot of people will die i think xD

Watch how Negarakuku fella DIU TNB/ Tenaga Nasional Berhad

2009-11-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

You Guys really need to watch this...
Its darn funny!!!!1
If you hate government sectors.....then just watch it xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAHQGvFqcSE

Intruduced by kenny =)

I didn't put it in here coz i scared they ISA me >.<

CCk burfdaer

2009-10-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

HappY birThdaY Chunikit!!!!!!

damn...nid to confess to my mum tmr that i failed my addmaths...god she's gona kill me.....

Damn Funny This Video!!!

2009-09-24T05:25:00.001-07:00

Ok so my last post was abit of an emo song...
here's something to cheer u all up
;) enjoy!! xD

PS: Its a replica of James blunt

It'sNotEasyToBe Me

2009-09-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

Not on the Brightside

2009-09-21T19:27:00.000-07:00

Here I go, so dishonestly

Leave a note, for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone...

Mamakholic

2009-09-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

Just came back from mamak at Damai Perdana, Cheras. I know prom is only a few months away, and considering my "mass" and "density", I should really get on diet. Like NOW!!! But, upon reaching this heaven known as ABC Maideen, the heavenly aroma of Longetivity hit my nasal cavity. Simply put, Fry Chicken. Its big and hot, plus, they even fry it on the spot after u choose which part of chicken u want. And their naan cheese is just too tempting to resist.

Well of course eating such Heavenly food, it too has numerous effects. I suddenly remember my whole life of my medium-high school time. Each year comes with its own package, new friends and good friends.
I do have alot.. oh yea, and each year i have our favourite songs among our friends.
And now i suddenlyvery semangat wants to share these songs with you all. I think some of u (really close friends) will have heard these songs before.......

Form 1=Shut Up -Simple Plan, Yellowcard - only one, feel good inc.-gorrilaz
Form 2=Move Along-All American Rejects, we believe-good charlotte, simple plan-untitled
Form 3=dance dance-fall out boys, blink 182-i miss you,( and other fall out boys favourites)
Form 4=All My Chemical Romance
Form 5=boys like girls xD

i really miss my old friends very much

but i miss you the most,
the old you i mean....

Yesterday

2009-09-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

"Yesterday,all my troubles seemed so far away"

Nah, just its been a-ok day.

Its been a long time since i last ate Mc-Donald with min chun..

in fact, i didn't eat mc donald with him b4 >.<

After watching gamers, i wanted to play counter strike!!!

Semangat!!

We'll get back to that part later on...

Went shopping later..

or so called shopping

haha

I kinda splited up with the rest

bought gary's presents though..

xD

Anyway, about the c-s part
i got screwed up when playing against expert mode =.=

Ands its ok u left me...i kinda enjoyed walking anyway =)

~MrBrightside~

Ain't enjoying exams!!!

2009-09-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

My god, trials isn't fun at all. Wuwuwuwu T.T
Addmaths was a disaster.....dun even talk about chemistry paper 3....
but English was...hmm okok ler xD

Owh yea, I went to Watson grand sale the other day...
At South City Plaza...any1 knows where it is?? I bet not, cuz i live in such faraway outskirt place....unknown to public...loL!!! right people??
but, there are benefits living in unpopular places..
such as... ahem

buying Uber-man wax for rm1
buying Nivia revitalising cream for man at rm1
Scholl shoe pad for rm1
some kind of eye something from germany for rm1
and eye-shadows for rm1

hehe xD
jealous isn't it..but still...i am damn bored during these days...i din go out for months dy!!!
who wants to go out after trials?? juz to chillout abit...hehe
anyway, chiouz!!!

haha, it seemed u found the real HIM
i hope you are hapy together..
wish you both luck and happiness =)

MrBrightside

Ever wonder how Nico Robin from One Piece will look like in real life?

2009-09-08T22:47:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry i cant be perfect

2009-08-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

Hey girl look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did we make up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time making back up to you?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try to go back in time
To be what we used to like
There's always space for you in the heart of mine
I can't stand another night
Without you at my side

'Cuz I've lost it all
You won't come back, ever
Remember
I love you forever
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

This song is dedicated to a very dear friend of mine

Edited by MrBrightside

Love U Till' The End

2009-08-26T04:16:00.000-07:00

Ya i know the title is not relevent at all to this post

But after watching PS: I Love You the movie,

This song touched me the most...

Ahh~..............LOL

Trials is just next week and i am still posting on the blog..haha

The world has changed i guess

Last year in this time i would have been busy calling people to go out

But now,

I had been forgotten by these people

They are just short-half-life don't you think?

Haha, chemistry xD

See, I study! Even though I don't wake up 4 in the morning to study like Jing Yi

U think i Gwen Steffani meh...4 in the morning

crazy!!!

Currently i am tuned into,
2 less lonely people in the world by air supply

Here are 2 songs I want to intro to all my readers
These are the songs i am currently hooked up with
They are by The Pogues
An old irish band
well, not that old ; )

And

When the Lion, the Bear and the Pig meets (no, this is not narnia)

2009-08-19T21:33:00.000-07:00

Keep wondering what will happen,

Ready for the answer?

Guess who is the most powerful.........

Bear says: "if I roar in the forest, the entire forest is shivering with fear."
Lion says: "if I roar in the jungle, the entire jungle is afraid of me."
Pig says: "big deal.... I only have to cough, and the entire planet lives in fear.

Boys Like Girls...can it be the other way round?

2009-08-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

Believe me or not,

Just after you heard that All American Rejects

new album is out,

Boys Like Girls

Has a new album coming out on september 9th

titled after their album's single

Love Drunk

download it ASAP!!!

and here's the lyrics of the song

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab is everything that we had
Didn’t mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Now it’s over
I still taste it on my tongue

credits to shaun for introducing me this song
and sorry of not listening to it for a few times...haha

WTF!!!

2009-08-13T04:17:00.000-07:00

NO MANGA,

THAT IS NO NARUTO

BLEACH,

AND ONE PIECE

THIS WEEK!!!!

wtf!!!

A Sudden Shock

2009-08-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to times square

Was buying clothes around and walking here and there to survey for large enough clothes

While walking through the corridors-bridge,

One guy age around 17 ..lala zhai

just fell onto the floor

and he moved no more

juz breath abit

then he passed away

imagine, a young and healthy man

poof, and he's gone

wonder wad happens when i die one day

how would i feel?? @.@

1 Fact About Chee Weng

2009-08-07T22:09:00.000-07:00

What chee weng does when he is bored?/

Search for music video in youtube

that kind of resembles him

and i would hope so much to be in it

here's one

intro by Mich.S

awesome bm teacher

2009-08-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

well, this post is dedicated to my kasturi tuition bm teacher

Mr.Hashim

He is awesome i tell you

After all your harsh journey all the way to Kuala Lumpur

And you are pissed of the hot weather

his jokes really cools me off

here's a new peribahasa "ciptaan" hashim

instead of 'Bagai Kacang Melupakan Kuilt'

We use ' Seperti Tahi Melupakan Buntut'

and

instead of 'Harry Potter'

its 'Hashim Potter'

and he actually said the word kotek in the class

Such wonderful teacher

Owh yea

since i've kind of ter-promoted kasturi here

if u join

put my name

i get extra rm45 commision

so

i treat u to a mc.d?? : )

XD

~Mrbrightside~

Computer has less and less meaning to me

2009-07-31T22:55:00.000-07:00

Okay!

Today its 99 more days to SPM!!

If i am not mistaken someone says he's gona start studying on the 100th day...

; )

You all readers should feel lucky that i still update my blog

Its so troublesome to do so

And furthermore,

All i do when i on the computer is only update my blog

Other than that i got nothing else to do

see

Even i post i leave spaces to make my post looked longer

haha, lame ==

All i do when i on my com is,

Read other people's blog, play barn buddy in facebook, and tune into

youtube and emo while listening to tong hua

LOL

since i got nothing to talk about

here's my dream last night

I was atacked by a grizzly bear in genting highland.......

wtf right

PS: Someone is in the mood for love XD Go For IT GIRL!!! i support euuuu<3

PPS: I can play Tong Hua piano starting with my lil toy piano..aren't i great?? XD

Here's the beatbox pro....

2009-07-30T21:56:00.000-07:00

The Video made me cry (T.T)

2009-07-29T06:29:00.001-07:00

zhen xi jie chuen bu ren bu lei wo de shi hou,zi yao ni bu ke yi bu lei wo

PS: there's a part where guang liang kept staring at her boobs..haha damn funny XD

A game for couples (and i mean couples only)

2009-07-28T05:03:00.000-07:00

Okay, listen up.
There is this game called "are you nervous?"
So, how you play it you say?
Well, first lets talk about the rule.
Only an even number of player or boys and girls can play this game. (2 boys and 2 gals, 4b n 4g, u know la)
Then, guys, you must not wear an underwear ( so now i bet all the girls shouting yay!!!!!!)
Sorry for the girls, you all can't wear any bras (^^)
So, you might be thuinking wth u all dun wear those things for right?
The players take turns, one must touch the knee of a player of other sex player, and ask "Are you nervous?"
Then, the player must answer honestly either yes or no.
When the player answer no, then the questioner gets to move his or her hand higher up the leg, and ask the same question again.
So when the hands finally reaches up till the genitals area of the player, u can see the player is lying or answering honestly.
If the player is a guy and he is nervous and he is lying, obviously his penis will erect and it will be immediate effect.
If the player is a girl and she is nervous but she is lying, then you can see her nipples erect.
Therefore, its a very sensitive game. A test of sensitivity!
IF he or she is still really not nervous, then she or he wins the game =)

Serious shyt if u dun blif me go youtube and watch how ppl play.
XD

我願變成童話裡
你愛的那個天使
張開雙手
變成翅膀守護你
你要相信
相信我們會像童話故事裡
幸福和快樂是結局

After today

2009-07-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

After today our school teachers will be sooooooooo happy cuz they get to torture the students who weren't in class during the preparation for talent hunt.
It ended with pure happiness, and you can feel the joyful atmosphere, all the smiles.
The contestants, either losers or winners, they just enjoyed the day!
So did i.
Sitting at the benches looking at busy and sucessful people doing their work, made me proud and i am very grateful to have friends like them. =)
The girls even looked stunning.
Overall, it was a great day.
But, get back to work..........
lots of lurve!!!!!!!
For those who wants it of course ; )

Something good about being young and together with all your friends

2009-07-24T18:14:00.000-07:00

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

Just like before...

2009-07-21T04:37:00.000-07:00

How'd i'd miss those times

we used to seat and talk on forever,

and we moved on,

me regretting my mistakes,

you forgeting what used to be so good.

It always rain on me

2009-07-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

Lately, many bad things had been happening.

We need to pass up all our fking homeworks!!

Then today thamahai asked me

chee weng, come here

wad book you bring?

textbook...

why din bring other books?

forgot lor~

why forgot? got do homework?

abit

finish??

no

why?

lz lor

then if lazy dun nid take this subject lar, why take then?

for fun lor

why dun go ss1 class?

here more fun lor

tmr bring all ur books, i wan check,

ok~......as if

Then there are social problems,

friendship fading away,

and one leaving

special one*

and spm is juz 3 months away

well

"rain just keep falling on m head......."

Ghost of MJ

2009-07-18T00:50:00.000-07:00

Rombakan kelas

2009-07-17T22:37:00.001-07:00

Many thanks to the very "wise" school administrator,

They finally did something at a very *right* timing

Changing people's class .

Yep, after so many exams, now only the changes ppl classes...

I am neither lucky or unlucky

wana know why?

Cuz regardless of my poor results, I did not drop class

However,

Some of my friends and one very valuable friend* is leaving for science 2

Unbelievable huh?

Nevertheless, some is coming up to my class to....

So,

What to do?

Make a new PRIME gang lor

XD

And, to u all people who thinks i am dateless for prom

I dun care ok...

CHUN KIT!

Haven't u heard of all's fair in love and war?

^^
~MrBrightside~

Ps: Owh yea and to my most beloved little darling girl-fwen,

I still luv u kay, even i am ignoring you,

if u are reading this, smile!! TEEHEE!!

Cochrane

2009-07-11T11:51:00.000-07:00

So we went to campfire in cochrane this evening

Met up together with all the scouts and "scouts" members at seri petaling station

I learned one thing

When min chun says its 5.30, means its 6.

So here are some snaps of weird ppl in weird clothings

Not-That-Bad-Imaginary

2009-07-10T08:14:00.000-07:00

I cannot believe i am actually liking michael jackson's song.

I dun even listen to him much before he died, but now that i have been hearing it for the past 2 weeks i am addicted!!

Its a waste he RIP so young cuz he's such a nice guy.

Who knows maybe he may "Thriller" his way out of his gold plated coffin >.<

yea, gold plated.....like....*kechiiiiing*

$.$

Ok here's something i wana straighten out

Although i always have a bad mouth

And usually mock about ur name a little

Well, ...not a little,

I am actually a very kind and caring and deep in thoughts and charming and polite and charming and attractive kinda guy.

LOL

Seriously,

I am not that bad. (and i am not praising myself~PAISEH!!!)
XD

Renee sry for calling u SH***Y for the whole day today!!!

And thx 4 yer ride.

and kenn,

U memang susu-niser.

Ps: Kenn has man-truation =)

Ciouz, c ya guys at campfire tmr ^^

Watch this

2009-07-05T03:30:00.000-07:00

Gud wierd inmates XD

R.I.P

2009-06-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson, the King of Pop,
Passed away on the 25th of June 2009.
Leaving behind his loving family, children and
of course his loyal fans
which will let his legacy lives on.
He was having a bad few years before his final moments,
but i hope u enjoyed ur life.

owh and btw
Happy Birthday Jeslyn!
I hope all ur dreams comes true,
and u will live ur life to the fullest,
with regards of ur fwenz
long live jes =)

Confused

2009-06-20T01:20:00.000-07:00

而我已经分不清

你是友情

还是错过的爱情

2009-06-13T20:16:00.000-07:00

The Click Five "Jenny"

Long time din listen o this song dy right?? ^^

A Good Movie

2009-06-11T08:38:00.000-07:00

Just went to watch movie today
Can't believe its my first outing since the 2 weeks holidays.
And, i think i screwed up my exam results.
Ahh, screw it!
Although i watched terminator salvation today,
i think "bu neng shuo de bi mi" is nicer
but,
when i watched that show i learn back something i left behind.
hehe
but i will nt tell wad!
XD
btw
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOOKYAN!!!!
its her b'day!

All the best and u are reaching ur freedom!
which is 18!
which u nid to wait 1 more year!
365 more days!
hehehe
i hope u end up like a model when u're 18!
blek XD

~mrbrightside~

5 days non stop

2009-06-07T06:01:00.000-07:00

For the last five days,
I have nt stayed in the house more than 5 hours, other than sleeping.
My mum would drag me out to shop from day till mid night.
owh, and did i mention we are only having dinners nowadays at 12 midnight?? @.@
Juz came back form mid valley anyway,in search of my new watch ;)
Old one's gone XD
Old dun go new dun come ^^
So, any brand to recomend??
cheap ones though T.T
And I am going to go Klang to eat seafood later!!
The funny part is i dun eat crab, prawns and sotong;
All i eat from the sea is seaweed and fish!
Later i go is bcuz my parents wana go
but, who cares ; /
anyway
I am having fun for holidays!!
And I am NOT WAITING FOR PEOPLE TO CALL ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
SO I AM NOT SAYING "PLEASE AJAK ME GO GAI GAI!!!"
=.=
BUAI BUAI
~MrBrightside~

Superb teacher

2009-06-05T09:02:00.000-07:00

A very stupid friday

sumthing very bad happened to me

its a disaster!

i tell u arr

the STUPID curry puff stall at chee cheong kai
sold out of currypuffs!!!!!!!!!
gosh!! wtf!! how can sum1 sold out of curry puffs?!?!??!
b4 tuition she has dozens there
even chong siang bought one
why after tuition there are none for me??????
TT
wuwuwuwuwuw
its so nt fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my curry puffs!!!!
but anyway
the teacher still is a gud thing
he has a superb vast field of vocabs
"Celaka tahu apa maksud?? Dalam bahasa cina u panggil Sei la!!!"
"Eh, macam Cauhai lar"

He's the teacher that made my day

'5 jam tengah malam dia exercise dengan kekasihnya sampai tiada energy untuk balik rumah"

HEHE

~MrBrightside~